i'm really lazy. haven't been blogging. anw. today have band.(: without sec3s. kinda weird.. haha. we played majestia today. pretty nice song with the flute solo. haha. 5 more days to church retreat. kinda excited. dunno why. haha. i suppose it has been 2 years since the last retreat. so i'm pretty much looking forward to it.(: haha. bought some sweets today for church retreat. ah. thinking of the june holidays.. much schedule this holiday is so packed. even the mornings are packed. i need to find sometime to do other stuff. i think i'll just bring some homework to church retreat and chalet. class outing this friday(: yep. i suppose that's all to blog abt.(:


YAY. although i did not make the 60% mark, i'm still happy for myself. i improved by 100 over marks. i promise to work harder for the next common test and eventually the final year paper. i certainly have faith in myself. and i'll will get into a class of my choice. definately!


i really hope i'm alright. and i'll do well for the midyear. i've really tried my best. tmr getting back english and chinese paper. really worried. i hope i passed it this time round. I HAVE FAITH in myself. i hope. i've been feeling really weird these few days. usually when it's time for dinner i would be at the dinning table waiting for everyone, however, today it was the opposite way round. i would have to be called by my parents to go eat dinner. there is something really wrong with me. maybe it's the feeling of pressure, the feeling of not wanting to fail my exams again, the fear of failing again. i'm not sure. i dont know myself. RAH. nevermind. i'll find out soon enough. less than 24 more hours till we receive our first paper. i'm freaking out.


the feeling of excitement isn't there anymore. it's being taken over by fear.


posting again(: having break now. gotta go back to science after this. anw. english chinese and lit is already over. yay. 3 more papers to go, science, geog and math. 5 completed. i can't wait for midyears to be over. then we can all celebrate! JOY. hahah. kay. success does not come easy without hardwork!
science. here i come(: